Our Desires

There is a wind that seeks the crevice
under my heart
the way moonlight shines
beneath a doorway.

Its edges are rough, it slits
the cords. It trips my steady breathing.
When it comes there is no one
I can trust.

It seems, at times, I have designed
too well this vision of you.
I cannot survive your eyes
when they are scarred with a need
for some lesser form of love.

I admit to this conceit.
And though you will not accept it
You love it nonetheless.

It is just like us. Our desires
will always be kept sharp
by a kind of perversity. A need
to be each forever alone…

… together.

Its color is violet, like lips
that have been smashed by night
or robbed of blood by lack of breath.
The wind I was speaking of does this.

I can feel it now.